I must remember that
some hearts are calm trees; love stored in silence until spring reveals tiny buds which suddenly bloom into brilliant blossoms seemingly overnight expressions of love potential pent-up all winter present but under the surface - though for an entire season they shared no hint of what lay beyond the curtain. While other hearts love differently; compelled by chemistry fusion triggered at the core gravitational collapse pulled into another’s orbit even little exposure provokes a supernova explosion bright and bold and enormous display of love and endless energy un-shy these hearts illuminate full of light igniting space and time with their love burning up in passion and eventually burning out. The buds also wither away; as seasons change the blossoms cannot remain green leaves give way decompose ultimately bare branches are all that stay no longer willing to perform love the curtain drops again and the heart returns to compose an internal score time for storing potential once more until next season’s love beckons another beautiful blossom forth.
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This is the Basque:
all waving emerald hillside, dotted with white horses and tanned cattle grazing, terraced by stone farmhouses with white wooden windowpanes which frame the proud armies of pine standing at attention for voluptuous, fertile valleys and the rugged, steely grey of granite. Highways tunnel through from green on to blue, passed shaggy sheep and shallow riverbeds laced with marigolds. In the distance, the mountains are dressed in a suggestive mist. The locals speak in a unique tongue. The beaches beckon. Delicious pintxos line the countertops of tabernas. As I walk along the river, I pass a girl with her pet rabbit on a leash. So this is the Basque. the glowing embers of Palestine
mapping out lost cities gleaming like lit coal the salt of the earth smiling upon us away to the roman bath to the infinte pools of our past moonbathing among slippery strings of time we dance the rise and luxury of the orient fools intoxicated by the symphony of stars orchestrating the farce of the universe seedless grapes feeding hefty apes and Jerusalem an undying ember with endless lovers to idolize each gesture Let me meet the devil you know
on a frosty street corner under an amber glow; I will tell him about all the seeds that I've sown and he will harvest my soul all alone.. Let me tell you about the fears I have met born of the memories I've lived to forget; they still circle me slowly, a shark and its prey, my mind starts to race, my heart dreams to pray.. Let's trade stories of villains we've battled in war, victories and submissions-- always fighting for more. The bright days of the future, a glimmering hope that kept us pushing upward, Sisyphus and his slope. Let us toast to the glory of the time we've been given, toast to legacy immortal when bodies stop giving. Hold our glasses high for all earthly wonders, and ask forgiveness for our mortal blunders. Let us beg that illusion to us will be kind, that when the curtain falls it will not shatter the mind to experience what is beyond this worldly guise-- a heavenly sanctuary, a hellish demise. Toast and drink up, brothers and sisters the damned, and when you are done, I shall offer my hand to face the darkness side by side and illuminate eternity with our humble light. Paint me a picture with your words. Close your eyes. Visualize the scene. Soon the details will emerge from lips, or fingertips submerged in color. The lines between your eyes will blur and, in a flutter, you will awake to a dreamscape. Paint me a picture with your words. I want to sink into your skin and flaunt the freedom of birds. The power to move. To breathe. To fantasize and fly away into other worlds, To draw the blinds over our eyes and investigate the darkness of one mind. To seek and then to find. The key. Paint for me. A promise fulfilled is artistry.
You never say to me, for example
'You are the starlight which illuminates my new moon night!" You never tell me that I am the mortar which binds your dreams to reality. You never admit that I am the heart of your heart, you never speak of the infinite ways you would dare to love me. first there was space
which became a place along came energy and gave it a face duality of experience gave it a few I's and a voice that would sound in a billion cries then on the hour, a whooping whistle, a hoot and a holler, a howl to the pack the feel good tribe but if ever a member should sound instead a battle cry, it would ignite the sky with such piercing electricity, zues himself would be proud of their work we are turning towards the sun
in the infinite arena of space-- we sit, nosebleed section, squinting for a glimpse of eternity. a seagull wafts past, a formation of ducks pass over head- there is no HD like this. rippling, magnetic liquid, pink and orange clouds tickle this round water belly we call Michigan. I am unreachable among the translucent clouds which beat in flickering whisps that dissipate into oblivion. the wind sweeps an organic mosaic of ivy riding the side of this silo at the end of the world. If I'm buried once I'm dead,
should my ashes go unspread round the world where people laugh, let this be my epitaph: "Love has been the only thing worth knowing! We don't need money where we are going." 7ft and slender
white but weathered it stretched out coral pockets peaking where the joint snapped from jaw. so engraved on a chin of a giant, we saw letters, symbols, numbers, shapes and patterns hyroglighs and runes, pictographs: sound visualized in an epitaph to humanity enscribed so eloquently on the remains of something once alive. the lineages of Babel now bound to bone as momentous as the application of rhythem and tone. this piece now home to every folk song sung, creation tale and doomsday lore, every hero that woman ever bore, each fantasy whispered in the dark, a canvas of individuals who had left their mark! stories remained so we’d never forget.
They call me Nekba,
named for the catastrophe born on the same day as I. 64 years of fighting the threat of genocide has left me un-spooled, like the thread I use to embroider pillows and thobes with passion and the hope that one day I will again feel at home on this land that my grandfather tilled with his hands under the umbrage of a gold- leafed dome.. And all I’ve inherited is internal displacement: like my gut in my throat when I hear of olive trees, older than you and me by centuries, uprooted like so many families relinquished to refugee camps where there is no defense. Though in the West Bank we are restrained by a fence thick enough to drown the sounds of our sorrows, and muffle the marching beat of endless feet martyred in neat piles which the media sweeps so slyly under the rug of humanity. The insanity of your alleged “birthright”, Israeli’s minting fresh citizens: you import entitlement and market it as democracy! And though your apartheid apathy acknowledges 1 million of my friends as second-class citizens among you, 4 million more are caught in between, unaccounted for in your governmental scheme. And that doesn’t include the millions still who can only dream of one day reclaiming their ancestry: frozen in the struggle to remain Palestinian and present, to retain the essence of zaatar w zaytoon, il loz w laymoon.. In the spirit of those lost, the Arab spring thaws the sting of aching jaws letting cries of “Freedom!” ring through bullet-battered walls. But the numbers dead here still spiral like some stupefying defect: 1 missing, 1 lost, 2 killed, 3 buried, 5, 8, 13.. we’ve grown accustomed to this pattern of killing! But when does the sequence end? Tell me Israel, through which ethical lens does your ethnic cleansing make sense? The irony is a bit much for me to tolerate: while Palestinian children are dying, your IDF soldiers are toasting “l’chaim!” Our sons and daughters detained prisoners of war starving for your empathy, living on salt and water, and I don’t mean tears alone... So tell me how, Danny Ayalon, can you deny that Palestine ever existed? How can you say, with a straight face, that before ‘48 there was nothing here but the potential for a Jewish state? Before you fed us your hate we ate like kings in the fertile crescent-- doctors, lawyers and musicians! Our land was golden, the most bountiful, and open! You’ve defiled our stunning cities and our wholesome history. And yet, I’ll grant you amnesty, you orphan-making orphans, because you have never known the sanctuary of a home and it’s no wonder you want this land for your own. Our mountains and coastline, lush green and stones, which still stand to rebel against your bomb shells, are a sight to remind you that your might does not negate our right to life. And I must admit I was jealous when I heard you sent love letters to Iran! Made me wonder, when did I ever do you wrong? Made me wonder, what possesses a throng of Americans to suit up and serve to protect another homeland which they don’t deserve. With only weapons in the water, only ammo in the bread, I was knocked out from rage with stars of David round my head, last time I yelled, “Hey Ariel Pharaoh, will you let my people go?” Because this land is holy, and was so before your uranium blasts, and at the end of the day we share the same Semetic past.. But in the 1950’s your discriminatory policies helped you confiscate our land, classifying us as absentees, though we never left sight of home. It was only out of reach, as we stood helpless caught in your checkpoints, present absentees, and watched as Jewish families commandeered Palestinian homes with food still cooking hot on the stove, beds made and bills paid, and pets sullen on the floor sniffing out the stranger who just walked through door. We never abandoned our Falastin, and now as refugees we carry her spirit internationally. And Israel, we refute your dumbing down of this occupation to call it a “dispute”, though it’s not just a semantic issue. So I will continue to resist amidst your tanks and settlements: separating, segregating, discriminating in your racist strategy.. Netenyahu, who “chose” you to inflict so much suffering unto me? Israel, I dream of peace, which is no substitute for justice: Israel with your barbed wire hugs, and Israel with your uranium love, and Israel with your bullet-proof apathy, Israel with your affinity for make believe. Israel I am waiting for your liberating compassion, for you to discover your love of Palestinian bedouins and Bashas. For this love cannot be contained, (which is why love doesn’t die when bodies don’t remain) which is why love is all that’s left though my heart has hardened like the stone pit of an olive. Don’t you see, Israel? The only way I know to give you my very best is to rip open my vest, reach into my chest, dislodge this now calcified organ, kiss my fist, and with a wish send it flying over the wall towards your settlements (which haven’t settled anything at all) and hope you receive my good intent. You see I don’t resent you, we’d never move passed this if I did-- my life has passed and I just want a better future for my kids. This rock was meant for nothing more than to knock some sense into you.. Why continue war?! We are one human race, there are no "walls" in space, and if you could just see my face.. the daughter of a catastrophe-- Perhaps it may inspire some humanity, Israel, all I do is give you time but until you get in line, I’ll keep throwing these love letters from Palestine. |
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